TODAY I WANNA TALK ABOUT MA BOOKA!!! oUR RELATIONSHIP IS KINDA AWKWARD AT TIMES BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH! WE GO THROUGH A LOT OF STUFF AND WE HAVE GOOD TIMES AND THATS WHY I LOVE HIM. OUR LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL, MEANING IT D
OESNT HAVE CERTAIN CONDITIONS TO IT. FOR EXAMPLE IF I GET MAD AT HIM OR HE DOES SOMETHING STUPID, I DONT ALL OF SUDDEN HATE HIM OR LOSE MY LOVE FOR HIM. I LIKE THE WAY SOMEONE PUT IT BEFORE ON THEIR BLOG, THEY SAID THAT LOVE IS A GAME THAT HAS NO RULES OR REGULATIONS, NOT SAYING THAT YOU CAN BE TREATED ANY TYPE OF WAY BUT THAT THERES THAT FREEDOM TO JUST...BE! AS SOME MIGHT KNO, ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT APPROVE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT IT DOESNT BOTHER ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT ONLY I CAN CHOOSE WHO I SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT BE WITH AND IF IT IS THE WRONG DECISION THEN THATS SOMETHING I WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH, AND THATS JUST A PART OF LIFE. VERY FEW PEOPLE JUS GET IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AND THATS THE FUN TO THE SITUATION. YOU GET A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT THINGS AND DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE, WHICH IS OFF THE TOPIC BECAUSE TODAY I'M TALKING ABOUT MA BOOKA!!! THERE IS SO MUCH I LOVE ABOUT HIM AND THEN THERES SOME THINGS HE NEEDS TO WORK ON BUT THATS GOOD FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP. IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT I CAN HELP HIM BECOME A BETTER PERSON. IN THIS PROCESS I HAVE AT ONE POINT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT WAT I NEEDED FOR ME BUT I REALIZED THAT AND I NOW KNOW THAT BEFORE I CAN HELP SOMEONE ELSE I HAVE TO FIRST MAKE SURE I AM TAKEN CARE OF. BUT ANYWAY, UNDERNEATH HIS TOUGH SHELL, HE MAKES ME FEEL SAFE AROUND HIM, HE IS THERE FOR ME IF I NEED HIM, HE LOVES ME FOR ME AND I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHEN IM WITH HIM. HE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SOMETIMES I CRY BUT HE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. EVERYTHING WITH HIM JUST FITS AND FEELS SO RIGHT. THRERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK US APART BUT IN THE END ITS ME AND HIM AGAINST THE WORLD AND THERES NOTHIN ANYONE CAN DO ABOUT IT...LOL
OESNT HAVE CERTAIN CONDITIONS TO IT. FOR EXAMPLE IF I GET MAD AT HIM OR HE DOES SOMETHING STUPID, I DONT ALL OF SUDDEN HATE HIM OR LOSE MY LOVE FOR HIM. I LIKE THE WAY SOMEONE PUT IT BEFORE ON THEIR BLOG, THEY SAID THAT LOVE IS A GAME THAT HAS NO RULES OR REGULATIONS, NOT SAYING THAT YOU CAN BE TREATED ANY TYPE OF WAY BUT THAT THERES THAT FREEDOM TO JUST...BE! AS SOME MIGHT KNO, ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT APPROVE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT IT DOESNT BOTHER ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT ONLY I CAN CHOOSE WHO I SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT BE WITH AND IF IT IS THE WRONG DECISION THEN THATS SOMETHING I WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH, AND THATS JUST A PART OF LIFE. VERY FEW PEOPLE JUS GET IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AND THATS THE FUN TO THE SITUATION. YOU GET A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT THINGS AND DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE, WHICH IS OFF THE TOPIC BECAUSE TODAY I'M TALKING ABOUT MA BOOKA!!! THERE IS SO MUCH I LOVE ABOUT HIM AND THEN THERES SOME THINGS HE NEEDS TO WORK ON BUT THATS GOOD FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP. IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT I CAN HELP HIM BECOME A BETTER PERSON. IN THIS PROCESS I HAVE AT ONE POINT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT WAT I NEEDED FOR ME BUT I REALIZED THAT AND I NOW KNOW THAT BEFORE I CAN HELP SOMEONE ELSE I HAVE TO FIRST MAKE SURE I AM TAKEN CARE OF. BUT ANYWAY, UNDERNEATH HIS TOUGH SHELL, HE MAKES ME FEEL SAFE AROUND HIM, HE IS THERE FOR ME IF I NEED HIM, HE LOVES ME FOR ME AND I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHEN IM WITH HIM. HE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SOMETIMES I CRY BUT HE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. EVERYTHING WITH HIM JUST FITS AND FEELS SO RIGHT. THRERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK US APART BUT IN THE END ITS ME AND HIM AGAINST THE WORLD AND THERES NOTHIN ANYONE CAN DO ABOUT IT...LOL
Grrreeeaaaat! it is better to have loved than not love at all lol ;-)
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