REFLECTIONS!!!!!

I had a lot of fun blogging tis semester. It was very helpful to let out some feelings and also see others views on certain situations. There were times when i wrote about absolutely nothing and then there were some when i discussed important issues going on in society around us. This experience was kinda different and i think everyone enjoyed it in their own way.

BORED as usual

SO.......IM A SENIODR AND THERES 99 MORE DAYS UNTIL IM OUT OF THIS YOUNG, BORING ENVIRONMENT, AND OFF TO EXPLORE THE WORLD. SOON I WILL BE CONSIDERED AN ADUT AND WILL BE COMPLETELY ON MY OWN. NO ONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO, NO ONE TO CHECK-IN TO, NO ONE TO TELL ME TO DO THIS OR THAT, NO ONE REALLY FOR ANYTHING. THAT CAN BE A GOOD AND BAD THING THOUGH. WHAT IF I DONT AHVE ANYONE TO GO TO WHEN I NEED HELP, OR WHEN IM SAD OR WHEN I NEED A FAVOR OR WHEN I NEED ADVICE OR JUST SOMEONE TO TALK TO. THATS WHY I WANT TO STAY HOME AS IN, NOT LEAVING THE STATE BUT I DO WANNA GO AWAY AND SEE WATS OUT THERE, ENJOY NEW PEOPLE AND NEW THINGS. SOONER OR LATER ILL KNOW MY DECISION AND HOPEFULLY ITS THE RIGHT ONE.

LOVE!!!!

TODAY I WANNA TALK ABOUT MA BOOKA!!! oUR RELATIONSHIP IS KINDA AWKWARD AT TIMES BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH! WE GO THROUGH A LOT OF STUFF AND WE HAVE GOOD TIMES AND THATS WHY I LOVE HIM. OUR LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL, MEANING IT DOESNT HAVE CERTAIN CONDITIONS TO IT. FOR EXAMPLE IF I GET MAD AT HIM OR HE DOES SOMETHING STUPID, I DONT ALL OF SUDDEN HATE HIM OR LOSE MY LOVE FOR HIM. I LIKE THE WAY SOMEONE PUT IT BEFORE ON THEIR BLOG, THEY SAID THAT LOVE IS A GAME THAT HAS NO RULES OR REGULATIONS, NOT SAYING THAT YOU CAN BE TREATED ANY TYPE OF WAY BUT THAT THERES THAT FREEDOM TO JUST...BE! AS SOME MIGHT KNO, ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT APPROVE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT IT DOESNT BOTHER ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT ONLY I CAN CHOOSE WHO I SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT BE WITH AND IF IT IS THE WRONG DECISION THEN THATS SOMETHING I WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH, AND THATS JUST A PART OF LIFE. VERY FEW PEOPLE JUS GET IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AND THATS THE FUN TO THE SITUATION. YOU GET A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT THINGS AND DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE, WHICH IS OFF THE TOPIC BECAUSE TODAY I'M TALKING ABOUT MA BOOKA!!! THERE IS SO MUCH I LOVE ABOUT HIM AND THEN THERES SOME THINGS HE NEEDS TO WORK ON BUT THATS GOOD FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP. IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT I CAN HELP HIM BECOME A BETTER PERSON. IN THIS PROCESS I HAVE AT ONE POINT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT WAT I NEEDED FOR ME BUT I REALIZED THAT AND I NOW KNOW THAT BEFORE I CAN HELP SOMEONE ELSE I HAVE TO FIRST MAKE SURE I AM TAKEN CARE OF. BUT ANYWAY, UNDERNEATH HIS TOUGH SHELL, HE MAKES ME FEEL SAFE AROUND HIM, HE IS THERE FOR ME IF I NEED HIM, HE LOVES ME FOR ME AND I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHEN IM WITH HIM. HE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SOMETIMES I CRY BUT HE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. EVERYTHING WITH HIM JUST FITS AND FEELS SO RIGHT. THRERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK US APART BUT IN THE END ITS ME AND HIM AGAINST THE WORLD AND THERES NOTHIN ANYONE CAN DO ABOUT IT...LOL

in this particular situation, i believe that if there certain rituals or trditions that

people follow due to their religion, and they do not conflict with the law then

there shouldnt be a problem with everyone doing it if they understand why. The

chewing of the coca leaf is not in any way conflicting with the law so it shouldnt

be a topic of discussion. The article states that there is less the 1/10% of cocaine

in the leaf and can only be considered a narcotic after certain chemical things

are done to it. So i personally think that if they're not using it as a drug or

narcotic, those people and their traditions should be left alone.

SUPERLATIVES!!!!!!!!!

IN YOUR SENIOR YEAR NO ONE CAN WAiT UNTIL THEY SEE WHAT THEY WILL BE VOTED FOR. NO ONE WOULD EVER THINK THAT MAKING THESE DECISIONS WOULD BE SO HARD. ITS REALLY GETTING AGGRAVATING BECAUSE NO ONE IS REALLY BASING THEIR DECISION ON WHO SHOULD GET IT BUT ON WHO THEY SEE EVRYDAY OR WHO THEY FEEL ARE POPULAR. PLUS PEOPLE ARE GETTING UPSET BECAUSE OF THE WHOLE THING. I REALLY DONT FEEL THAT IT IS THAT SERIOUS BUT POEOIPLE ARE REALLY GETTING OFFENDED IF THEIR FRIENDS DONT VOTE FOR THEM OR IF PEOPLE DO THE RIGHT THING AND VOTE FOR WHO DESERVES IT. IM REALLY NOT WQORIED ABOUT TOO BECAUSE THERE IS NOT ENOUGH CATEGORIES AND THE ONES THAT THEY DID CHOOSE ARE DULL AND BORING, SO THIS WHOLE SUPERLATIVE THING IS NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL. tHE CLASS OF 09 FROM SOTA SUCKS ANYWAY SO I COULD CARELESS WAT ANYONE WINS TO BE PERFECTLY FRANK.

ABUSE!!!!!!!!

In this particular situation, I really dont have an opinion. Everyone's situation is different. Abuse ultimately is definitley wrong in every aspect but the way people handle it is left up in the air. There's always those that stay in the relationship like rihanna and then theres very few that flee. reasons for staying though they are not good ones are because of love, money, survival, etc. When theres money involved most people would do anything even if it comes to being abused for the rest of their life. Some people stay because they feel they need their abuser and this is just another form of abuse. MAking someone believe that they are nothing without you or that no one else will take care of them the way that you did is just confusing their mind. Most people that are abused in this way are those that have been abused as a child or people around them were abused when they were growing up. They also could have been really poor and turned to the streets for help and got into a bad business, mostly women. Either Rihanna is really in love with Chris Brown and doesnt want to leave him or he's threatening/bribing her to stay or she has mental issues she needs to work on within herself. There could even be secrets in Rihanna's past that allows her to continually be in an abusive relationship...

TO EXECUTE OR NOT...VALUES OR ECONOMICS

WHEN VALUES AND ECONOMICS ARE MIXED TOGETHER, IT NORMALLY CREATES A PROBLEM BETWEEN THOSE THAT CARE MORE ABOUT MORALS AND THOSE THAT ARE FOCUSED ON FINANCES. THE QUESTION REALLY COMES WHEN YOU HAVE TO DECIDE WHO IS THE ONE THAT HAS THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT. IN THE INSTANCE OF WHETHER OR NOT SOMEONE SHOULD THE DEATH PENALTY OR SERVE LIFE IN PRISON, THE PERSON/PEOPLE WHO SHOULD DECIDE THAT IS THOSE THAT ARE OVER THE JUDICIAL BRANCH IN GOVERNMENT. IN SAYING THAT, FOR THE SAME CASES THE SAME PUNISHMENT SHOULD BE GIVEN. GOVERNMENT SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO PICK AND CHOOSE WHO WILL DIE AND WHO WILL LIVE IF THE SAME CRIME WAS COMMITTED...
PERSONALLY, I FEEL THAT THE DEATH PENALTY SHOULD BE OVERTHROWN IMMEDIATELY. IT IS NOT OUR PLACE TO DECIDE WHO SHOULD LIVE, PLUS AFTER SERVING SOME YEARS IN PRISON, MOST PEOPLE CHANGE AND I DONT FEEL THAT ANYONE SHOLD BE CUT SHORT OF THAT OPPORTUNITY.

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUSIC IS ONE THING THAT HAS A MAJOR ROLE IN MY LIFE. I WOULD LISTEN TO MUSIC EVERYDAY, ALL DAY IF I COULD. MUSIC HAS A WAY OF GETTING TO ME LIKE OTHER THINGS CANNOT. ONE OTHER THING THAT I LOVE DOING IS DANCING, BUT MUSIC INSPIRES ME. MUSIC IS MY WAY OF GETTING EVERYTHING ELSE OUT OF MY MIND AND RELAXING. I LISTEN TO ALL TYPES OF MUSIC, EACH RELAXES ME IN A DIFFERENT WAY. THERE IS MUSIC FOR EVERY FEELING POSSIBLE AND FOR EVERY SITUATION YOU GO THROUGH. MUSIC HAS A WAY OF ACTING AS A FRIEND WHEN THERE ISN'T ONE AROUND, OR A MOTHER WHEN SHE IS NOT THERE, A FATHER WHEN HE'S GONE AND EVERYTHING ELSE. IF THERE'S EVER A BAD BREAK UP, THERE'S A SONG FOR THAT, IF SOMEONE DIES, THERE'S A SONG FOR THAT, IF UR IN LOVE THERE'S A SONG FOR THAT,IF YOU LOST A FRIEND, ETC. WHAT GETS TO YOU LIKE MUSIC MOVES ME????

Euthanism...good or BAD?!

WHEN I READ THE ARTICLE ABOUT EUTHANISM, AND THE COMPANY OF PEOPLE WHO ASSISTS IN SUICIDES I WAS ASTONISHED! iT REALLY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD THAT THERE IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT HELP PEOPLE KILL THEMSELVES. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THEY ARE ACTUALLY COMMITTING MURDER AND SHOULD BE PUNISHED FOR. tHAT SHOULD NOT BE LEGAL IN ANY STATE FOR ANY REASON. ITS ONE THING TO HAVE SOMEONE KILL THEMSELF FOR NO REAL REASON, BUT TO HAVE SOMEONE ASSIST IN IT IS JUST PLAIN DISGUSTING. wE SHOULD BE TRYING TO HELP AND STOP PEOPLE FROM MAKING THESE DECISIONS YET THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT ARE CONDONING IT! PERSONALLY IF I WAS CONSIDERING SUICIDE AND THERE WAS NO ONE THERE TO STOP ME, BUT THERE TO HELP ME I WOULDN'T FEEL A NEED TO DO IT ANYMORE I MIGHT AS WELL BE MURDERED...

TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESTERDAY I WAS TREATED LIKE I WAS A SIX YEAR OLD CHILD. FOR THE LONGEST TIME I AHVE HAD THIS ISSUE WITH A TEACHER IN THE BUILDING. ITS NEVER BEEN THAT SHE'S DOES ANYTHINGF SPECIFIC TO ME BUT EVERYTHING ABOUT HER AGGRAVATES ME!!!

I dont know exactly what i am supposed to do with these blogs... but i will say that if i could go somewhere it would be somewhere where everyone could be happy, somewhere where the sun always shines, somewhere that doesnt have phony people or jealous people or people that only want to see you do wrong or see you suffer. I would go somewhere that has all kinds of wonderful sights to see and fun places to go. I would like to be somewhere where my mother will be happy and live her life to the fullest, so that she can enjoy her children without all the extra stress. Somewhere where everyone could relieve their stress, but only in this place. A place where i can see my favorite cousin, my aunt and my grandad again. This would be the most wonderful placer in the world, too bad i will never see that place, too bad no one will experience this plae until after death and they go to heaven. i cant wait till i get there, one day i will be completely happy. Til then ill just live here in this boring, painful place.

I had a very uncomfortable experience over the weekend...my aunt/Godmom died and i attended her wake and funeral. This is one experience that no one ever wants to deal with, but does to show respect. there are not many situations like this but this is one where, no one likes it but they deal. Death is a very sad time and when it happens no matter who it is or even if you know its gonna happen, it always catches you off guard.

SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summer is coming up and its the time to show off your body and i cant wait!!!!!!!!! I have one tattoo and I plan to get a few more before summer hits. I have stars now on one side of my stomach and i want to get it finished on the other side. PLUS i have to make sure i work out on a daily basis to stay in shape. I say all the senior females who want to keep a nice body get together and wrk out, so that by the time summer arrives we will ALL be prepared.

Today i would like to just address the fact that i am currently a senior and this is not the time for me to be dealing with drama from people that i dont know. Just a word of advice, dont ever get in a situation where you make childish decisions in order to accomplish something. Dont let anyone run over you and be sure to do your work and graduate and bvecome something in life.

I feel that news is a very important thing in everyone's life and should be exposeed at every chance posssible. The job can only get done by those that have experience in that area, such as journalists. News helps to keep people updated on various topics of everyday life whether it be, deaths, weather, upcoming events, etc. i also feel that news should be a public service that the people should not have to pay for because it is of such importance, however most people would rather not know wats going on so you wouldn't want to waste money on producing this info if people will not follow.

dance is cool